When I am afraid, I will trust in you. In God, whose word I praise, in God I trust; I will not be afraid. What can mortal man do to me?
Psalm 56:3-4 (NIV)
I get paranoid mostly because I experienced my worst fears come true, but it is also drug related . I don’t do drugs anymore and I never really did a lot of them , but I did have a bad experience with them . Anyway ,I was raped and being a victim of sex crimes put me in a dangerous life and death situation years ago. I know it’s hard to believe and you don’t have to tell me how horrible an experience it was but it’s a long story and I really wish I could write about it but I’m not that talented.
Anyway, the last time I was scared was the other day when I thought we were being followed. Every time I see a creepy looking character come near , or pass by me on the street, I get scared , thinking he might do something , like pull a knife, or even worse.
I despise fear and I wish I could kick its *** but I hate violence just as much